"Angel"

Do angels really come from heaven?
My angel came from this world
A world that is full of pain and sorrow
A world that has an open door to any and everything.
I don’t know how to thank this being.
I’m not even sure if he really exists
But the only way for me to survive
Is to pretend it doesn’t matter.

Where in this world did my angel go?
Now I’m feeling alone, shut out
Angel come back and save me!
Angel come back and be my friend.
I’m sorry I pushed you away.
I’m sorry I’m shutting you out
I never meant to change
Even though you let me down.

Why were you the one to save me?
There is nothing special about you
There is only what you gave
Which could have been given by anyone.
Once again I made myself the fool.
I chose to believe in what never was –
You – were a part of my heart until
I discovered my angel didn’t exist.