"I'm Not Dead, Just Hiding"

I'm not dead, just hiding
Avoiding this complex reality
Floating in my own image

Just because my heart is not beating
Doesn't mean that I don't feel the pulse of life
And can't get my blood flowing

There's more to life than being alive
Life is living, even in death
Life is everything in between and around the line

My sin is tattooed on my thoughts
And my blessing is engraved into my lies
And they both contribute to my demise

But now I can finally appreciate
The time that I had
Which continues my journey through realization