Extension Of A Broken Soul

An expression of self through poetry and the words that people use everyday.

Monday, March 20, 2006

"The Princess"

Whenever the princess stepped out of her house
The people would dance and sing her praise
She wore her Versace jeans and blouse
Happy is how she spent her days.

And she was always the center of attention
And she was always what the people wanted
Everybody watched her rapid ascension
Of herself, she had so pleasantly vaunted.

And there was money engraved in her name
And every opportunity to play with good health
Every little girl wanted her body and fame
Every poor man was envious of her wealth.

The princess made retching a daily routine
Along with more habits that she wants to hide
Her message is purely vulgar, obscene
The fans don’t know she’s unstable inside.

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

"Untitled"

Cutting Through The air
After its target
That is standing, waiting
To receive the blow
From her husband
Accepting her fate
To save her son
Sacrificing for love
A love unmatched
And unquestioned
A love respected
And admired
Even in parting
She fought a great battle
It’s just she had no chance of winning
Which I don’t think was her intention…
Just as long as I was safe

"Death Is My Friend"

Death is my friend
Sometimes he flirts with me
And I return the gesture
Other times I’m off set
But I take it for what it is
What is it?
I often leave myself wondering
No matter
Death is my friend
I know I can trust him
I’d trust him with my life
He’ll do the right thing
He’ll do what’s best for me
Won’t he?

"Whoops!"

I wish you could see me
The strength that I’ve gained
I’m like new
I’ve changed
I get what I want
How I want
When I want

I will never let you see me
I don’t trust you
But I love you
And I’m happy
With my decision
So, smile for me

I’m sorry
You’re not who, what, I thought you were
I got confused, fooled
I was ignorant to life, you
I was the “fool”

I love you though
Doesn’t that count
For something?
Oh wait
Not sure how long that’ll last
So I guess it doesn’t
Whoops!

"Funny Love Funny"

Love is such a funny thing
Sometimes it wants to be around
And sometimes it doesn’t
But when its not
Your heart can hurt for what use to be

If love doesn’t want to stay around
Don’t force it
Just let it go
Let it make up it’s mind
On life and self
And maybe love will decide to return to you

Don’t beat yourself up
Over nothing
Love doesn’t just exist in one person
It is everywhere
Even the places u might not think

"Where Is A Sane Man's Mind"

Where is a sane man’s mind
Is it inside or out
Am I crazy for being out
Am I sane for being in
I am confused
I don’t know how to express
How I truly feel
How did I get this way
My world is not the same
Or is it just me
One poem after another
Accomplishes nothing
there is no one
Just me
No you
Just me
And I don’t know what to do ...

Lost
Lost
Lost
Lost
Lost
Lost
And so Gone...

Thursday, March 02, 2006

"31 Tears"

Thirty one tears fell from the sky
A heart so cold, crippled and blind
Everyone’s left with the question “Why?”
Stealing every truth that they can’t define
Simple simplicities turn complicated
So many people live life frustrated
Teenage minds feel suffocated
True real love can’t be translated…
It just gets lost in a fucked up translation

"Scream"

All I want to do is scream
Because I’m surrounded by the unknown
A foolish love
A foolish hate
Safety and security have gone away
Frustrated and foreignized by a trust anointed by truth
“I want to be…”
But I will never be…
Confused and untouched by another inside
So much to say but so little time
I don’t want to be here
Because I don’t fit in
Ignorant to me and the thoughts I conceive
Ignorant to a life that you’ve never seen
I want to play a song for forever and me
I want you to understand that I do not belong in civilization

"Portal to NothingLand"

Immortal sinsation
Accepting temptation
Unsteady vibration
Feed me your lies

Soulitic castration
Inhuman relation
Mental sat’ration
Inhale the next line

Reverberation
Greedy taxation
Spoiled frustration
Spare me your lies

A warning citation
Exaggeration
My exploration
Please stay in line

Take me away from this world that I hate, Portal to NothingLand

"Ode To Bryn Mawr(Yigal)"

A swell job you’ve done
With broken promises
And you little 304
Shit I’ve been here before

A swell job you’ve done
To take away my rights
I just want to leave
So, let me please

I’ve been here way too long
And it’s the same old song
So why can’t you do me this tiny little favor

I’ve been here so long
that people from before
have come back for more

Oh Dear God!
You’re letting me out
I promise, I promise
I won’t fight or shout

I’ll just sit here in peace
And play with my cards
But the end of my sentence
Is never too far

"Untitled"

It feels so good
To step away from stess
School and depress
The decision I made
Was definitely the best
Weirdoes, psychos
All walkin’ ‘round
But something I’ve found
IS we’ve all been
Knocked down
Who’s telling the story
Is it Bromden
Or me
I once was set free
But shut out society
Am I crazy
Or sane
No you don’t know my name
Yeah that was me
Walking down the left lane
I’m enjoying my stay
At this psychiatric ward
With self-confidence I horde
But the value of life is too much to afford
True peace
A real peace
Is something I’ve got
Perfect I’m not
Scarred from his shot
The medicine I love
And by love I mean hate
It is something
I know
Predestined by fate
Next door is someone
I could call a friend
“Broken” is his life
And the name of his wife
It’s now time
For this poet’s goodbye
Get lost in the eye
Of insanities mind

"Ann Marie"

Ann Marie
Ann Marie
Gave me the name Besam
I don’t know how to spell it
Nor do I really care
Ann Marie
Ann Marie
Is a crazy little one
She knows I’m a poet
And that’s a funny little dare
Ann Marie
Ann Marie
Dated a Muslim prince
Not sure if it’s a story
Or if the story’s real
Ann Marie
Ann Marie
Told me where he’s from
She said he’s Lebanese
But he could be just for fun
Ann Marie
Ann Marie
Bless your tortured soul
You’ve been through a lot
And you call this place your home
Ann Marie
Ann Marie
You make me smile
You make me want to laugh
But you’re not a little child